Some years back, maybe 15 years ago, I remember being brought back after I had been out and during this visit I was shown a child and I knew it was mine. I remember consciously saying that I wanted to remain in contact with the child I understood that the child could not live here with me and it was explained to me that whenever I consciously thought of the child I would see him in my minds eye and I always did and still do, I have seen the child grow at different stages through his life. I would always send him love. Sometimes it was hard not to think about him when I was sad or lonely, I didn’t want to burden him with the sadness of this world. He used to wear a type of gown that was white with gold brocade around the neck, but just recently he has started wearing blue, he is excited and now I get the sense that he is able to physically interact in my life in some way and that he is closer now, I always felt he was far away before. He has jet black hair not like my daughter or me, more like my mother. I was thinking last night how nice it would be for him to meet my daughter, his sister… such a nice thought. But I’m sure they have met already and will be great friends.
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About the Author: Deedoh
Born in Ireland in 1966, I arrived in Melbourne, Australia before my first birthday. I'm from a large extended family where experiences were never openly spoken about although hinted at, and I'm sure I am not the only one in my family that has had experiences. I have been aware of other elements of our so called reality since I was very young, things people didn't talk freely about. I feel compelled to learn more about my own experiences and that of others in order to understand and prepare myself for what is to come. I'm very easy going, I have always been interested in learning but felt like a square peg in a round hole when I was younger and found the school limiting and so rebelled. As a mature student, I and currently working on my Master in Research within a social science field and planning to do a doctorate after. Although now as an adult I wish I had of done maths and physics they look so much more interesting to me now. I was interested in art when I was younger but that wasn't really encouraged as a career path, I just needed a creative outlet.
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Hello Kim, I’m just working out how to use this site and respond to posts. Thank you for responding and telling your story as well. It’s so nice to hear other people have similar experiences, its strange trying to relay that information anywhere else, and holding onto to it for so long, this site is so refreshing, I feel so much more confident being able to talk here. That your daughter has shown up to see you is amazing you are blessed. I am so glad you can get to know her. I get the feeling that my son will show up one day soon, it feels like he is much closer now.
What a sweet story and the graceful way you tell it is beautiful.
I had a suspicious/mysterious pregnancy in 1982 and have a daughter, as a result. Her name is Tam. I only met her a few years ago at the dentist’s office, of all places. I always go somewhere else when I have dental work done and she showed herself to me and said,”Hi Mom.” I can now access her whenever I like. I suspect she’s shown up before, however, but never revealed to me her identity. She’s 33ish in Earth years. She tells me she is learning so much from me, far more from where she is than she could have ever learned here on Earth. I’ve also been told by her Cosmic family that she could have never survived here. That doesn’t surprise me in the least. I nearly didn’t, as well.
I’m so happy you’re sharing here. It’s nice to talk to another woman who has a child. There are many of us, really. We just have to gather together our tribe, so to speak.
Love and Many Blessings to you. Kim