Mind Kontrolled Populace
By John Stormm, MK Ultra Survivor
This treatise is my personal endorsement for the “State Of Mind” video as promoted by InfoWars.com. I have not, and will not receive ANY kind of remuneration for my endorsement from them in ANY way. They probably only barely know I exist, if at all. But I have a personal testimony of MK Ultra abuse and experience, and as I’ve been actively trying to show people how bad things REALLY get with this program, I felt it my duty to tell you that I fully understand what this video is trying to show you here and I’ve known it to be true from the first day of my life on this earth to the present day. For me, this documentary confirms and validates information I’ve been wrestling with my entire life. You’ll understand what I mean as this progresses. Many of these techniques it documents were developed right here in Rochester, New York and used on people like myself.
Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.
Friedrich Nietzsche
This is me, in my dark place. A place of darkness and pain that began the day I left the womb and was put up for adoption by my birth mother. It was also my first day in the MK Ultra program in the Summer of 1953. They kept us always fearful and anxious so that we became acclimated to the constant, heavy flow of adrenalin in our systems. Quick, jerky, nervous movements that were developed into a faster, stronger agent of that darkened place. This will sound like the height of arrogance, but you must understand that candidates with the highest potentials were chosen and developed to become their masters’ most irresistible and unstoppable forces. Besides a well developed brain for a multicity of talents, I also had great intellect, or a genius IQ. I know, most people love to make that claim to fame. Many are merely bright, clever or brilliant. I’d grown up with those criticisms around me. I did not view myself as a “super soldier” but a gifted “secret agent”. In many ways, this was my handler’s undoing. As they were looking into all the darkest places of the human psyche to create someone like me, I was gazing into them and studying them and exploiting their weaknesses to gain my freedom from that awful place.
There comes a time in a captive’s life that they realize that no outside help is ever coming to save them. Many become spiritually, emotionally or physically broken individuals. My body constantly craved calcium to keep building itself upon my skeletal frame, hardened and strengthened by micro-fracturing to invoke a medical phenomena called Wolf’s Law. I learned to speak German with a Bavarian accent from my many former Nazi doctors, overseeing my development as an Ultra. I took mental notes of the most learned men I was exposed to. The abyss they gazed into, gazed back and calculated them like so much mathematics. Heavy electro-shock directed to pads placed over separate muscle groups would contract my muscles to pulses and make them denser and stronger than normal. Normal was not a term that applied to anything I was, or was to become. That was never their intention. A sensory deprivation tank enclosed me in luke warm, saline darkness and instead of “containing” me, it forced me to leave my corporeal body and leave the tank into places I would much rather be, and getting more input and information to feed my constantly working, growing mind. I was no stranger to all the latest methods of sleep teaching or indoctrination. Much of the indoctrination did have it’s affect on me. I could not be forced or coerced into something I did not want or like, but I could be indoctrinated or deceived into believing it was exactly what I wanted. I was never permitted to see, or even know that I had a living father somewhere. I was told he went to Korea and was promptly shot down by a Chinese missile and was never aware that he had ever fathered a child by the time he died. I was made to hate my estate as a bastard, and this drove me into a blood feud with the Chinese over the loss of my father. This worked fine for them as a manipulative tool to get me to work acts of extreme prejudice against anything the Communist Chinese were involved in. The more I could kill, the better I was told that I would feel about it. I learned and mastered more than a few Chinese martial disciplines to best understand and defeat my enemies. I was not just a fast, powerful “grunt” of a soldier. I was a wizard and a tactician in all aspects of making war against America’s enemies.
Deep inside all of that programming, a mind still lived and plotted its own freedom and satisfaction with life. When I got to “walls” or obstacles in my life, I used the tools of my masters, to master myself and solve my own fears and inadequacies. I bought 5-15 minute looped cassette tapes, turned up the volume and put the headphones under my pillow on many nights and re-programmed myself to my own priorities and needs. Martial arts training was learning tactics like tools for a tool chest, and manifold repetition turned those techniques into body memory and “second nature”. A master was required to be able to execute perfect, focused technique without having to take the time to think about doing it. As Bruce Lee would later be known to say: “It hits all by itself.”
In field work, as a working “ninja” or Ultra operative. I learned that many of the techniques I learned were useless in actual practice under severe conditions. A wheel kick that was merely a “popper” had little effect except to piss off an already dangerous opponent. I had to train myself to throw that out as useless to me and automatically use only the most deadly and debilitating techniques I knew, and keep them to the fore front of my brain. Every move I’d make in my sped up version of time would be lethal and effective against any number of skilled opponents. My re-programming of my martial skills impressed my masters, and I was sent about to train this skill set to others in this field. They did not like me thinking for myself like this, except where it benefited themselves. When I could go out, time after time and inerrantly pull off a nearly impossible mission, I had to be given more leeway to grow into my capabilities. Those capabilities were beyond their own and for all their efforts to indoctrinate me into an Aryan ideology, this fact told me they were not only not superior to anyone, but they were afraid of and worshipped those they believed had actually made it to that state. I never felt that I reached my best limits, so that wasn’t me. And it certainly wasn’t them.
I say NONE of this to impress you with my formidability. I say this as an MK Ultra survivor. My experience was one of pain, darkness, shame and constantly overcoming the paralysis of my own fears. I was not a “superman” in my own eyes. I was Frankenstein’s Monster. A damned THING. A slave to men whom I could break like twigs for their pleasure and profiting and never my own. If I didn’t KNOW that for myself, I would never have gotten even this much of my dubious freedom. I say all of this to make YOU understand the programming and enslavement CAN be beaten. Like me, NOBODY is going to come and rescue you from their clutches. I’d be still doing their will if I believed that. I know that once you are aware of what the truth REALLY is, there is little or no way to bring you back under the power of their lies. Once you know their tools for getting you to do what THEY want, you can use those same tools to help yourself grow into your own capabilities to do what YOU want, and what YOU want to become or grow into. They broke hundreds and THOUSANDS of innocent, unknowing people into corpses or worse, gibbering idiots, and with no remorse what so ever! But SOME of us cannot be contained or broken so easily, and I’ve rubbed elbows with a good many of you non-Ultras out there. I know them when I see them. This is my message of help and hope to other slaves, lying in chains, pain and darkness. How strongly do you yearn to be FREE? REALLY FREE! Not just imaginarily. Take a gander at this video and remember that I came out through the worst of this, and I’m not any better than any of you. I grew into the environment I was made to endure. Most of the sharpest black people I count as my friends, have much the same kind of testimony. It’s NOT a “racial” thing. It’s a SPIRIT thing! And if anything, I came through all this just to show someone like you where YOUR power really is and to take it back and lock up your slave masters with it. Take my cue, PLEASE!
Thank you, Stormm, for havng the courage to tell all! These matters are of vital concern for everyone on this planet, especially those who are dedicated to finding the truth, even if they have to get their hands dirty in the digging! Your testimony parallels that of a female MK Ultra victim, her story which is documented by Inelia Benz in her book, “Interview With a Phychic Assassin.” Inelia Benz terms her book a “nove,l” but this is for safety reasons. We know her story is the real deal.
These discoveries are hard to bear for us sensitive souls, but it is important to go there if we are to find the horrid truth of the satanic practices going on in the highest echelons of power. The testimonies of other Ultra slaves, such as those of Arizona Wilder (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQIYc_ToZ8g) andBrice Tayler, who was “owned” by comedian Bob Hope (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sm-x1feeyEs), are at long last being made available to us via You Tube. And so your own disclosures in this arena of darkness are helping to bring down these power junkies, mad with imbalanced thought patterns. It was not easy for me to hear that Bob Hope, one of my favorite clowns, was involved with such evil and nefarious dealings with innocent children. Oh, dear lord of heaven, help us to heal this sick world!
My prayers are with you, John, and my heart goes out to you and to all those from whom so much has been taken, and to whom so little has been regiven in the way of kindness and understanding and ultimate healing. Your fortitude and your forthrightness are to be commended.
Lovingly, respectfully,
yuyo
“We are humans becoming, Help us to become.” (Prayer for the New Paradigm)
Greetings Stormm — thank you for this very incredible and lucid testimony — and — welcome to this forum.
As a writer, your skills of communication are extremely poetical and seem to flow forth from the passion of your deepest intention.
I had not seen the particular documentary you mentioned but did go over to you tube and gave it my full concentration. I recommend to anyone to do the same. Here is the link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyaCDlguX5Q
This is a pretty good synthesis of this information and when one looks around after awhile it becomes obvious that extreme mass manipulation is what some ignorant egoists (who call themselves enlightened) have in mind for every human being on earth. They are trying to socially engineer a Master/Slave society with themselves as the “Masters.”
I particularly liked their mention of Edward Bernays. The influence this man had on all this is mostly unknown by people. Here is a 4 part documentary about him which I also recommend to all. This is something which EVERYONE needs to know about. It explains MANY things indeed:
http://topdocumentaryfilms.com/the-century-of-the-self/
Perhaps what your story Stormm is revealing to us is that although these programs (such as MKULTRA , the MILABS and other such abominations) are out at the extreme edge of this, those depots who wish to lord it over other beings find that their plans totally collapse when faced with a reality up and beyond their most diabolical complicated machinations –the human spirit’s innermost vision and determination to be FREE. This is the flow of the Universal Intention which Tyrants cannot comprehend because they look at the whole Universe as a mechanistic mathematical formula and know nothing of its nurturing and sustaining creative imperative on behalf of ALL beings. Evolution of consciousness.
Peace to you brother Stormm . . . and . . .
namaste,
Roy