I was born in Ireland but came to Australia when I was just turning one. I always had experiences from as long as I can remember. I always felt different. My family would describe me as a child with a wild imagination. But to me all my experiences were as real as any other part of my life. Unfortunately, as I got older I had realised I had to keep them to myself. I remember one day when I was about 7, I was baking with my mum and I told her what would happen in my life and she just stopped and looked at me, I still remember the look on her face, she didn’t know what to say but for me it was just matter-of-fact. When I was a teenager I kept having repetitive dreams and eventually the dream unravelled itself and I was conscious of being a baby in my mums womb, at first I didn’t know where I was but as I realised I relaxed and felt warm and comfortable. I remember deciding to come into this life and rationalising it with another being, I was in a huge craft that had different levels and I was sitting on a ledge of a window without glass looking down almost like tall buildings inside a large craft. I was high up but there was no fear of falling. I was explaining what I would learn. I also remember being a small ball of light looking down on what will be my family outside a church where they had all gathered for photos after a baptism or other event. I have memories of four other lives before this one. I remember waking one night from a dream I felt as though I was floating in pure darkness and I forgot who I was, I couldn’t remember which life I was living and I had to feel around for anything that made sense, eventually I found the curtain and pulled back to see moonlight and I remembered who I was. Very strange. Sometimes I think I have seen myself in the future, I am getting into what looks like a white plastic egg shape thing which is a healing tank I think. It all looks so futuristic. I have memories of writing symbols on what looks almost like writing on a white board but more like a tinted glass. I have memories of sitting on a table which looks like a medical room and getting an injection in my arm (which by the way I felt the next morning), the beings that were there explained to me that it was so I would not get particular illnesses which would be coming I’m not sure if it was flu type I can’t remember but I never get colds or flus. My uncle also has experiences and he told me they had told him about the food that we eat. My granny used to see Fairies. My mother told me about her dream of flying in a glass plane. My brother has seen little people. But they are embarrassed to talk about these experiences openly. Society ridicules such things that are real, its hard to understand why we must remain quiet. Tall fair hair beings used to visit me regularly when I was little and when I was awake and conscious, I think now they only take me in my dream state, I remember their last visit in my conscious state and them explaining to me, but they did tell me that they would be back. They offered to take me with them as they felt bad leaving me without contact, but I loved my family which is why I was here, so I stayed. But now, I know they are coming back , I feel it, and so my quest to understand and to get ready. Thank you all so very much for creating this way for people to communicate and to talk, I feel so free just writing these things out.
My life so far, a brief synopis
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Hi Deedoh ~ I too had similar experiences. When my mom was pregnant with me she had one favorite song that she used to listen to whenever it was on the radio, by turning it up, I remember it well. Years later at age 20, I was visiting mom and was cooking for her and humming a song. It started to drive me crazy what the name of the song was so I asked her if she new what song I meant by humming its melody to her… she looed at me and smiled saying “I don’t know where you would have heard that song.” I said its “haunting me” like I have to know why it was giving me that feeling. She said it was her favorite song while she was pregnant with me, but that the stations only played it for about a year and that was it. She said she never hears it on even the oldies station. I too remember the birthing process in vivid detail and described to my mom exactly how any nurses there were and exactly where the Dr. stood in conjunction to where mom was laying…all sorts of details. Back in my day there was only cloth diapers and those big diaper pins. It’s hard to describe and HIGH strangeness but I will try my best.. I would hear my mom’s voice at the crib but would still feel really sleepy and start dozing off when she would try to change me, she would have difficulty changing me when I dozed off because I would start rising off the mattress, floating/ levitating. I remember seeing me rising and lowering while looking the slats of the wooden crib or mom’ face. There where times when she was trying to change me and she’d have to put one elbow on my hip, while she used her hands to try and get the opposite side’ pin in an then vice versa, using an elbow to hold down one side, while trying to pin the other. When I asked her much later about this memory she told me that she had to use her elbow to steady one side while she pinned lest she poke me with the pin because of still being sleepy and the levitating floating. I remember that the more relaxed/ sleepy I was the lighter I would get. The levitating thing occurred while at the playground at age 6 again at age eight (while napping at the sitter’ house and she snapped a B&W photo of that!) and again in my 30’s during what I thought was only a dream, about Nirvana.
On your conscious experiences/ non-conscious-maybe-they-stopped-visiting thing…. A number of my experiences were VERY conscious, like a heightened level of consciousness. I wondered the same thing too why they stopped visiting… after more evidence, more experiences and different situations I have come to the conclusion that (aside from the very conscious “experiences”) what I thought were mere dreams turned out to be actual experiences whether off-world beings were involved or very ‘otherly’ type of phenomena happened. It became very apparent that I was involved in high strangeness phenomena while I thought I was only dreaming. Hope that helps a bit. Glad you are here…everyone very compassionate here I think its a great place!
Namaste
Hello Nin, thank you for sharing your experiences. It’s amazing that you remember the birthing process and your mother singing while you were in the womb. My memories seem to focus on realising where I was and then relaxing and enjoying the warmth and safety of the womb. I have heard about people levitating before, I have no memories of levitating myself, sounds pretty special. It’s kind of like everyone has different pieces of the puzzle and somehow through sharing we can put them all together and see the big picture. All very exciting. I was watching youtube videos of multiple crafts flashing on and off which happened in different countries, (I will have to find them again) and as I watched them I was thinking they are communicating to someone. Just like in here, all these experiences coming together is a way of communicating like the lights flashing on and off. I feel that what is happening here is something very special I’m just so glad to finally feel like I am home.
Oh . . . and I forgot something (I think.) In the paragraph which begins “Every soul is both an individual” I should have added “AND PART OF A COLLECTIVE.” It is this part of us which begins to further open our understanding — that WE ARE ONE. We are both that individual I described and at the very same time ONE. It seems like a paradox — but isn’t — but something so precious that it needs many lifetimes to explore it further and further. 🙂
namaste,
Roy
Thank you, Deedoh — most of us loose the kind of memories you are still remembering — such as being in your mums womb. I think all of us are surrounded by spirit guides throughout our lives but as we begin to mature, usually, a door closes in our minds.
Yours is still wide open.
And for a very significant reason because everyone who incarnates here does so for an individual purpose.
Every soul is both an individual — and I mean a TOTAL individual with unique and special one-of-a-kind gifts and abilities which have been developed to a certain extent throughout OTHER lifetimes and will be discovered and applied in this life also. This is all a part of each of us finding out who and what we are and finding out why we incarnated this time round and how we will carry out our mission here.
And — we have guardians and mentors and comforters and caregivers and lifetime guides.
You will remember what your individual purpose is and how all these little partial feelings and flashes of remembrance integrate together — and most importantly — why. 🙂 You are already on that path right now.
Now, those tall blonde beings may be physical/angles — that is — extraterrestrial biological entities looking out for you. I say that because those are one well known phenotype of EBE
Bless you for opening up and sharing. Each person who does applies their own unique gift in giving care, understanding and comfort to someone else.
Peace engulf you . . . and . . .
namaste,
Roy
Hello Roy,
The fair haired beings that came to visit me I considered them to be my family, I knew them by name and was so excited knowing that they were coming to visit. I would wait with another being in my backyard and they would appear out of white light. I can only describe it as pure love that was eternal. I would run to them and be so happy to see them. Other times they taught me to fly using the mind to control the ship. Just thinking about them fills my heart with joy. I remember being sad when I decided to stay and not go with them as I walked back into my house and that I would not (consciously) see them for a long time but they did say they would be leaving me for a long time they didn’t want to, they said they had to, but they said they would be back. I guess I want to be ready to see them again.
I have had many guides that have helped me through my life, some still don’t make a lot of sense to me. One was what I thought was a native American (I can describe every aspect of what he was wearing and what he looked like it is still so clear in my mind not anything like the images we were shown in movies as kids), he filled the old chair by my bed like a big bear, he took me in and out of my dreams and explained them to me, he could put me into a dream and wake me again to explain it, this happened all night ..or what seemed all night… when I woke the next morning I cried because he was not there anymore.
Understanding the paradox of oneness and being individual is perplexing. I used to dream that my soul mate was a dolphin calling me from the bay I could feel and sense the joy of being in the water. I have seen everything appear just as particles and was able to walk through walls, although I freaked some people out. I have felt the roots of trees deep in the ground understand and comfort me. I see that we are all vibrations of our uniqueness but connected. And then there is the programming of this world which I don’t understand. I don’t understand how there can be violence and mistreatment and cruelty of any living thing, I can’t even watch movies that have violence. I always ask that it be removed and that everyone is loved and nurtured and I imagine myself putting my arms around to hug the earth and then the sun and fill my body with the energy from the sun. When I drink water I thank it and ask that it regenerates my body. I used to think I was kind of weird, but now I don’t care. I think its more important to acknowledge water and planets as living entities part of the greater creation of life.
I guess it is getting everyone to feel the connection they have to everything else and how special they are and the uniqueness they bring. But I find I have to consciously re-programme myself I have to choose to develop and choose to be love which can be hard to do sometimes, to rise above and see a different perspective outside of what I have learned through my programming in this life. I now think this life is our challenge to choose what world we want and to consciously decide and strive to be pure love. I’ve decided that pure love is our connection.
I am so happy you decided to share some of these things, Deedoh.