In my most recent post, “A MILAB or RE-AB Through A Child’ Eyes” I had said that I couldn’t remember how I had gotten home after being abducted from my elementary school. I couldn’t remember for nearly 4 1/2 decades. A few days after I had already posted it my memory came back about how I got home. A quick recap: It was the middle of the day. My teacher and my class all saw that (3) men in Army uniforms had come asking for me via my teacher. I was merely 10 to 11 years old. I have been working hard for decades to recover my memory fully.
Before I get to that… something else very sinister happened. All my screaming had left the goon squad from the military unable to put up with the noise anymore. As I had posted I had felt a sharp sting like a needle in my thigh, and everything went black again. When I could open my eyes a bit I was sitting slumped in a chair in an office. An older officer sat in front of me at a desk with a look of disdain for me on his face. I sat in the chair with slightly blurred vision because of all the drugs they inflicted on me, wondering what I could have done to make these men act like they hated me.
Here’s where it gets sinister: The man looking at me like he hates me puts a finger up in the air to signal someone. As the door opens I started crying, mumble something about hurting me again; I am in fear and in shock. The man behind the desk looks like he doesn’t want to hear me pleading with him. The younger man that came in had a thick Southern accent. Looking at me then the officer behind the desk then back at me says to his commanding officer “Is this gonna be a (blank-blank-blank)? or what, Sir?” He uses some two / three worded “code phrase” so I wouldn’t know what he meant. But I knew exactly what he meant. The man seated picks up a paper on his desk then tosses it back down again and says simply, “Her father is a hard working Naval officer……(pause)… there would be too many questions.”
With that they drag me out to the same car and take off. As soon as the motor started things went black again. Till I can see my school through the car windows, when they dragged me out and dropped me in a heap on the grass and then sped off. I remember distinctly that where they took me to didn’t seem to be a long drive at all: maybe 15-20 minutes at most. I remember it was a large white building with virtually no windows surrounded by mostly desert, hidden from the main road by a small cluster of rocky hills. My family had just moved from San Jose to Palmdale / Lancaster area of Southern California. I turned my head on the grass to see the car with the three uniformed men speed off.
I tried to get up but it was like my body was paralyzed. I could see some people coming down the sidewalk and I called out to them, “Please.. PLEASE help me I can’t move my body.” This first group laughed at me and kept going. “Please… don’t leave me here…” One of them calls back over his shoulder, “You’re a little dramatic aren’t you?” Another chimes in, “Sleep it off druggy.” I start crying and the fear wells up in me that those men just might come back for me. Another group of older kids comes by and I am afraid to call out and be made fun of. It’s getting dusk the sun is settling and I still can’t move my body or even sit upright.
I wait hoping that the group I couldn’t say anything to was not the last people passing by me. Now a couple is walking near and called out to them, “Please, PLEASE! Help me! I can’t move my body I don’t know what’s wrong with me, HELP ME PLEASE GOD!” The couple walks up to me to ask if I fell or hit my head or something. I told them no, but that I couldn’t walk. They both grabbed an arm and helped me up. They were really sweet to me. I kept telling them “to look out for the car with the men in uniforms riding in it….” I could tell by the way they looked at each other that they knew something bad had happened and that I was in shock.
I almost couldn’t remember which street to take to get home. But I remembered what color the house was and when I described it THANKFULLY the husband says to his wife, “I know exactly where that is…” They both kept telling me You’re safe, no one is going to hurt you now…” I guess as they held me up by my arms and we walked towards my house I must have been mumbling something about the guys in uniform. They asked me what the car looked like and I told them. I had been frightened so much that day that even as these good Samaritans walked me home assuring me all was going to be okay that I had wondered for about 10 miserable minutes if the men in uniforms sent this ‘couple’ to take me somewhere else. When e arrived at the door, my mom answers and they both asked “Is this your daughter?” She says “YES….WHATS WRONG WITH HER??” The couple explains how I couldn’t move or walk and they had only tried “to do the right thing” to help me get home. Mom was in shock trying to figure out how I got that way. After the end of the first day when the drugged effect had still not worn off, my mom took me to a doctor immediately.
After 3 days, she asked if I could go back to school, but I was too fearful they would try that again. I also remembered more about who what where and when… I explained to her that what I told her already about these men in uniforms grabbing me from class, drugging me, etc. was the ABSOLUTE truth. She went to the school to talk to the teacher, who told my mom she was very worried because she hadn’t seen me in class all week and the last time she saw me was being “taken midday by three men in uniforms.” Mom insisted I stay out of class a couple more days. But the goon squad from the MIC/Intelligence agency (what a misnomer) weren’t done yet.
I should look at what they did more philosophically all these years later. But what they did to a kid was so reprehensible, so evil and ALL of it based on their insatiable greed for reverse engineering ET technology. I should look at the bigger picture: like how over 2-3 decades my contact experience made jealous as hell. I’d love to mark it all down with some warm, soft and fuzzy philosophical phraseology about the bigger picture: We know how very advanced technologically and spiritually off-world races/societies can be and are… after all these same men who would do this and more to a child isn’t that far removed from being the Neanderthal/Cro-Magnon they were (and some still are developmentally, spiritually) the only difference being NOW they are Neanderthal/Cro-Magnon with a box of live grenades. What they did next will be in my next post.
Greetings brother Yu Yo,
Like you . . . all of my ET experiences have been very positive and have led to revelation and joy. My experience was much like yours in this respect also — as you said:
“For so long I had harbored a desire for punishment to be met out to the dark ones who perpetrate such hideous crimes against sentient life, but I have since changed my thinking and have adopted the idea of Forgiveness and Amnesty for all involved in these hurtful activities, if this will aid them in seeking the Love which awaits for the asking. I now realize we have all come up through the ranks of evolution in our thinking and acting. Surely at one time in our distant past most of us have murdered and caused agony toward our fellow beings. We have since merely changed our minds–our thinking–as a result of deep self-created suffering in breaking Cosmic Law. It’s time for our star to shine!”
The beings functioning upon Gaia who have been behind all of this suffering, torture, chaos and insanity — even though they be given “Amnesty” must not be allowed to continue hurting and exploiting and causing chaos — but their power and ability to carry out these abominations needs to be permanently removed forever.
Genuine Justice is ALWAYS mingled with compassion. This is RESTORATIVE JUSTICE, DISTRIBUTIVE JUSTICE and NOT the so-called “PUNITIVE JUSTICE” now being done everywhere on Gaia, which is full of VENGENCE and PUNISHMENT as its goal. NO.
The goal should NOT be punishment but RESTORATION.
I suggest that when these Tyrants are finally arrested — they be removed to a 100% secure environment of peace, health, pleasantness and safety.
There — they will be given EVERY opportunity to contemplate and rethink their long carriers of Fraud, Delusion, Despotism and Tyranny. They will be afforded the opportunity to learn about their own human creativity the innermost joy of their hearts to HELP others rather than destroy them.
They will be given the means to express themselves but NOT to communicate to the outside world until they have fully healed. (Even then, they will never be able to hold positions of power and influence again — for the safety of other members of society.)
Their restoration and rehabilitation will mean a LOT to our entire civilization and to the Universe at large which desires to see peace and creative reniassance upon Gaia — which is a part of the healing process for ALL of us.
I guess the point I am making is that “Amnesty” must include JUSTICE for the highest good of all including those criminals who have caused such suffering. BUT . . . this means RESORATIVE and DISTRIBUTIVE rather than RETRIBUTIVE JUSTICE (which is mostly the only kind we have been aware of up until now.)
The very raising of our vibrations will facilitate this happening. It will shut off all access to the lower astral demons and confused negative energies now intruding into our world because of its very low vibrational frequency and allow us to fully realize and manifest the new heaven and new earth.
I believe that FULL HEALING is possible for ALL . . . and if someone chooses NOT to participate — they may choose to be RECYCLED or removed to another 3D experience. That is not a “punishment” but a clear choice. Soverignty and human will must always be acknowledged and respected.
Peace be unto you Yu Yo . . . and . . .
namaste,
Roy
Hello, Nin,
I have just now begun following your posts with rapt attention! Your courage is astounding in dealing with these traumatic experiences. I am not sure if you have heard of a beautiful lady named, Inelia Benz, but she has written two quite important works, which she has labeled as “novels,” (for good reason, even though the interviews I believe are actual) in the ET arena. The first I highly recommend is “Interview With an Alien,” and the second is “Interview With a Psychic Assassin.” Inelia Benz’s own story is beyond remarkable!
Having read quite a lot on the subjects of the shadow government, the Montauk Project, the Philidelphia Experiment and extraterrestrials, your posts clearly indicate to me that your volunteer mission here is critical to this planet’s salvation! My own conscious involvement with ETs began in 1974, although I am only now discovering a connection with them at age twelve. All my experiences have been benign and Love/Light-filled. My deep desire is to help put an end to the insidious practice of abduction and mind control by dehumanized beings–who want to dehumanize everyone else for their own selfish purposes. The term, “unbearable compassion” applies here. There are many among us whose eons-long development of moral conduct, conscience and compassion will allow no rest until this planet if freed from bondage. Nin, you are to be commended for your tireless efforts and stalwart bravery in coming forth with such direly needed information on these matters!
For so long I had harbored a desire for punishment to be met out to the dark ones who perpetrate such hideous crimes against sentient life, but I have since changed my thinking and have adopted the idea of Forgiveness and Amnesty for all involved in these hurtful activities, if this will aid them in seeking the Love which awaits for the asking. I now realize we have all come up through the ranks of evolution in our thinking and acting. Surely at one time in our distant past most of us have murdered and caused agony toward our fellow beings. We have since merely changed our minds–our thinking–as a result of deep self-created suffering in breaking Cosmic Law. It’s time for our star to shine!
May Peace and Love/Light dwell securely within you;
Yu Yo
http://www.oyuyuyo.com
P.S. Below is one of our original music-video projects featuring Chris X Cornish on vocals: “Forgiveness Rectified”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsRFfOnmOlk
GM Roy ~
Firstly your assessment of their clutching desperately at straws I would say is HIGHLY accurate… your skill at Grok is well… an art form, 🙂
Your question about them knowing my interaction with peaceful entities HAD to come from some sort of “evidence.” I have been told that another race altogether snitched out the Being that has had the most contact with me. but only recently did I learn this, while asking question about why (“we”- Him, his crew, myself and others) are treated so heavy-handed by the MIC. Its not that we feel we are the only targets. On the contrary, we know there are MANY similar victims… but the issue about being snitched out (to the minority in the MIC that actually make decisions) IS because of alliances. The group() that the MIC made a pact/ treaty with are in fact in opposition to the agenda of the peaceful one’ trying to protect this place. The OTHER possible form of evidence (of me interacting with known peaceful beings) is not actually from the FIRST CONTACT but in fact evidence gathered in another “high profile” case that occurred in 1967. That is something that I have written Richard Dolan, Mary Rodwell, the Honorable Paul Hellyer (and I am currently trying to get addresses on a few others that may “need to know”) and that that EVIDENCE gathered in 67′ is part of suppressed evidence the Cabal didn’t want the public to know. It also goes more in line with what followed that 67′ experience, that within weeks I was interrogated by MIG on Canadian soil and then 8 months later back in my home city (in 68′), then the first MILAB in 70′. The Cabal usually likes to get “right on it” after the evidence is collected. It seems that would have been at least 3 years before the very FIRST drugged interrogation (In Canada) and unlikely it was the FIRST CONTACT that egged the Cabal on. What MIC didn’t know because of all its compartmentalization: was that I had had many contacts, including being with the same Being while messing with Malmstrom and other facilities. but again, that wasn’t till 67′. I AM planning on posting the case that I believe led to tem starting their “campaign” but there are a post or two that is necessary to post fist: so there are dates, evidence mentioned and such to thread it together. You start to see a pattern after all is said and done. I need to take care of obligations, but shall be back later to get some more out there…I did comment about Nuremberg too 🙂 if you want to take a look… peace to you and Gina
Namaste _/\_ Nin
Hi Nin — so . . . this highly traumatic MILAB experience is now unfolding into your conscious awareness. The very intrusive involvement of the MIC with this — to me — indicates a dreadful fear on their part. Of what? Of loosing the anchor of their entire erroneous belief system that they are in an important position as Gatekeepers of “National Security.”
During this era strategic missle silos both here in the U.S. and in Russia as well, were being visited by DISCS which would SHUT DOWN THE ENTIRE BASE OF STRATEGIC MISSLES AND RENDER THEM TOTALLY INOPERABLE. And . . . there was not one thing they could do about it.
I heard one witness (Bob Dean) testify that in some cases they even MELTED THE WARHEADS of those missles WHILE THEY WERE IN THEIR LAUNCH-TUBES.. A VERY strong message, I’d say.
This, of course, was a strong message from the ETI — and the message was a loud — NO! THIS INSANITY IS NOT ALLOWED — YOU KNOW NOT WHAT YOU DO!
Of course the government was VERY aware of all this. Which means — the entire nuclear holocaust threat which was (and is) being held over the heads of ALL THE PEOPLE ON EARTH is a complete HOAX and LIE for the purpose of psychologically disabling the masses in order to CONTROL THEM. This tyranny shall not stand.
The MIC know well that they have already LOST the ability to start a nuclear war and holocaust.
The “threat” is not to “National Security” but to the continuing fraudulent power of the controlling Criminal Cabal. It is finished and needs to end NOW.
Those guys who kidnapped you, Nin, apparently wanted to extract information from you concerning your earlier experience when you were 5 of interacting with and helping a member of your ET family in his particular mission AGAINST the MIC weapons of mass destruction. Even at 5 years of age you did this like a pro because you had already had full experience in this kind of activity in another life — and you KNEW the ET you were interacting with. I should say COORDINATING with in teamwork and fluid group dynamics. That is — for a 5 year old girl . . . at least from our 3D perspective . . . a HIGHLY ADVANCED SKILL.
No doubt a part of it was that they were just itching to take you apart and find out what made you tick. But — YOU WERE PROTECTED. So . . . since you slipped through their fingers . . . later they resorted to intimidate and punish you and maybe get you into their clutches that way?.
They were dying to get some intel about the total and complete collapse of their fraudulent power.
But — you did not fall for their tricks and instead screamed without stopping and caused such a ruckus that they were then afraid that if they harmed you — somehow they would be exposed. And . . . if that happened they could kiss their ass goodbye. Visions of brutal torture danced in their heads. They probably had great regret at having been seen coming to pick you up right at school and wished they had snatched you covertly.
I just thought of something however — Nin, there was ( was there not) a period where you were totally unconscious and still have no remembrance? Or — were you only slightly sedated?
Now . . . is that overeall general assessment of mine pretty accurate do you think?
Correct me if you think I am inaccurate in any of this. I really do not feel totally confident that I am correct in everything I just said. I consider it . . . uh . . . groping speculation . . . for now. 🙂
Peace to you dear sister Nin . . . and . . .
namaste,
Roy
One other question, Nin — how did those thugs and their commanding officers KNOW that you had that involvement with that particular ET clan?
namaste