I am so very grateful for this compassionate and safe community. It is because of a few kind words and a link posted to another member… I was able to remember why I couldn’t remember the 11th year of my life. It didn’t seem important till I started my journey to document my Contact Experiences.
I am very grateful for my Contact. The same Off-World Being has been a mentor to me for more than a number of lifetimes, our experiences always positive and I am certain has saved my life more than a few times.
High Strangeness indeed. How does anyone who has a great memory, who remembers details accurately from a tiny age forget nearly an entire year of their life? Apparently that answer could well be Reverse Engineering or understanding REAL off-world contact or… both.
Missing time, you say? Nope. Not in the traditional sense as in real Contact with off-world beings. Yes. Definitely missing memory but not “Off-World Being” induced. Missing memory, till now.
We had just moved from San Jose, California… and were living in Los Angeles in 1970 for less than 4 months at that point. I was 11 years old, middle-class, clean cut kid who’ father was in Naval Intelligence, mother a secretary. School was close enough to walk to. That’s about all I remember, till last night.
It was a two story school and about every other class was racing up and down the steps to the next class so as not to be late. One day just after getting into a class and settling in, the teacher looks up at the door, excuses herself from class long enough to peek her head out the door then while still holding the door open a crack signals to me to with her finger gesturing to come to her. She stands on the classroom side of the door and asks, ‘do you know why men in uniform would be asking for you?’ in a whisper. I told her that my dad was away in Vietnam… and as my voice trails off I stepped through the door and entered hell.
Taking me by the arm rather too firmly we start walking towards the school exit. I am scared as hell, petrified that they want to wait till we are outside to give me news like “Your dad won’t be coming home.” The three officers wore a simple greenish-to-brownish uniform said nothing and walked me towards the door. I started crying, “Please just tell me… is it my dad?” Two flanking me down the long school hallway halfway to the exit doors holding my arms firm enough that it hurts. My mind is racing “please don’t let it be bad news… please don’t let it be….” when the third jumps in front of us and sprays something in my face. I never saw how we got out the door, everything went black.
When I came to… I am standing in a white room just off a hallway, but it’s NOT school. The walls are strange like they are not flush. They bowed outward a bit giving them a very surreal sci-fi, futuristic look. I look around and wonder why I feel woozy and my hearing is more an echo than I ever remember. This scares me to death. “How’d I get here?” “Where am I?” I glance to my right and there is an adjoining room. In it are three men sitting at an oval shaped white colored table in navy blue uniforms with “bars and stars.” A fourth man is youngish looking and blonde in a suit. I say youngish, he’s not a boy but probably had ‘boyish’ looks his whole life.
Suddenly the wall moves from right to left and closes off the “bars n stars” and the blonde in an instant. Another door opens to my left and in walks a man in what looks like a “spacesuit.” The spacesuit is white and looks one-piece, the head-gear has a tinted visor, even the hands are covered. Now another man walks in through the same door to the left of me wearing exactly the same thing and they are very slowly walking up to me. I am so petrified I back into a corner of the room and yell “Don’t you come near me!” One of them tries to speak to me. He says in a falsetto voice that I can TELL right off the bat isn’t his normal voice, saying really slowly “My name is GOR-FON.” I started yelling “Who are YOU?” “No you’re NOT!” He looks at his buddy who saying nothing who also is saying nothing and says in his fake voice that they are from a “Faraway planet that I may not have heard of,” and then start saying “You know your friend you were with in his ship… we have met him before on another planet and we were wondering…..” and I just cut them off at the pass saying, “WHO ARE YOU?” and “No you DIDN’T!” “Liars!” “Liars!”
I know that what he is saying isn’t true and I just keep telling them to stay away from me. Yelling it, actually The wooziness and all this high strangeness makes me wonder if I am not giving them the benefit of the doubt that maybe they do know Him. Scared and determined I walk right up to the one who has been speaking to me to see if I can see his face and through the tinted visor I see exactly what he is: a normal human man. Now I begin screaming louder “What is THIS?!!” “What is THIS?!!” over and over again. As these spacesuit guys ask questions who are obviously NOT from another planet and are even faking their voice… I come unhinged, screaming, “WHO ARE YOU?…WHO ARE YOU? WHO ARE YOU?” The one who has been talking lunges with an arm extended towards me and I jump back screaming in a succession of “AHHHH! AHHHH! AHHH! AHHH!” over and over. The drugged state, the military presence, the fake aliens, and I am coming unhinged screaming the same sounds over and over “AHHH! AHHHH! AHHH!” He looks like he can barely maintain his composure and wants to hit me. It seems like a nightmare. But its very real.
Now even more high strangeness: with all the screaming my “clarity of mind” is coming back more. I can see through the wall with the automated door and as I continue screaming the blonde looks over at the three admirals? (we’ll just call them bars n’ stars & a blonde given how they treat children) the blonde is trying to ‘smile’ at the bars n’ stars but the uniformed ones just look back at the blonde with a scowling look of “I think you’ve lost your footing, dear.”
I keep thrashing around the room using my scream as a weapon and SUDDENLY the wall opens up and one of the bars n’ stars yells “ENOUGH!” The two fake “aliens run from the room back out the door to the left they came in, but not till after the one who spoke (who is now losing his patience) swipes his arm in front of me like he would still grab me and harm me… I look at the men still seated in the adjoining room who had been listening the whole time start yelling again but my voice is almost gone, ‘WHO ARRRRRRRE YOUUUUUUU!!!? I don’t see it coming but I FELT it: a needle in my thigh and everything goes black again.
I still have no memory of how I got home or when I did get there or when that happened. Everything is blanked out after that… At some point I remember my mom taking me to a Doctor to find out how I got drugged, what was used, was there long term effects, etc. She kept me out of school for some days, I just don’t know how long… and when I returned, for weeks other kids would ask me, as we past each other up and down the halls and stairs between classes, “WHO WERE THOSE MEN IN UNIFORM?” Those questions went on from classmates for more than 3 months.
As I remember all this for the first time in 45 years the anger wells up and so do the tears. I contacted someone here at our “safe haven” to thank them by email for THIS ARTICLE (here):
http://www.alienjigsaw.com/milabs-psyops/Leslie-REABs-Not-MILABs-Part-I.html
A HUGE Thank You to Melinda Leslie, the author: whether she will ever know or not, HER DRAWINGS
(at the above link’ page, lower right corner…) were what actually triggered my loss of memory of that horrible experience.
So like I said I was emailing someone here to express my grief over such betrayal from so-called “authoritative figures.” I get a response back (and I hope they don’t mind I do this) but I wanted to share that as well….
“Hello Nin . . . over the years I have discovered that sons and daughters of Military personell often become subjects for MILABS/REABS.
Apparently, at least a part of it, is that our Military are desperate to gain some understanding about WHAT is going on. They know that children and others are being taken and interacted with for various reasons and some of those reasons seem to be ongoing multiple-life contracts.
Ultimately — all of the present ‘Powers That Be’ whether they be the MIC, the government or the secret government have one overriding concern. They intuitively know that they are ABOUT TO LOOSE ALL OF THEIR AUTHORITY AND POWER and this has them in a desperate stew trying to scramble around and prevent that ‘horror’ from overtaking them.
They are being ‘phased out’ from their former roles
This ‘fear’ on their part is due to their very limited ‘tunnel-vision.’ They completely fail to see the incredible possiblities and potential which is standing right in front of them
They are trying desperately to control public opinion about the UFO/ETI phenomena — and go back to a former, less complicated naivete with which they feel ‘comfortable’ . . . but . . . meantime, the ETs themselves are increasingly contacting the public directly — going completely around the military. This makes them jealous as hell and diminishes their long traditional self-image as ‘National Defenders’ and ‘Gatekeepers.’ Hence, the crude and heavy-handed false-flag ‘Military Abductions’ trying to grill by force those that they know have had genuine ET contact.
Peace to you Nin — and I am very glad that this has helped trigger your memories and further unveiled your experiences. I think all of our experiences are very very deeply rooted into our minds and souls and will be unfolding into our conscious recognition and understanding from now on…”
~ HIGHER STRANGENESS ~
I read this mail through tears in gratitude and LAUGH! Because I have been saying for years based on decades of abusive behavior by a highly secretive Cabal (of which I will go into more in-depth analysis in upcoming posts,) that people like myself (multiplied by thousands? millions?) had to suffer such horrific human rights abuses and that it all boiled down to:
JEALOUSY AND GREED.
I now needed a smoke. I walked outside to sit under the stars, sat instead on the porch and feeling a HUGE paradigm shift… and from the email just kept repeating “I have been saying it was jealousy for YEARS… and really thought I was the only one that saw it that way…till now. Weeping in gratitude…
I look up and there is light going through the pines, I look a second time in hope it was my mentor Being wanting to let me know he’s right there… I look again but the bright light never passed in a linear way through the pines (like a plane from the airport…) I get up to take a closer look.. the “object” that was fixed between the trees (stationary and not moving in a constant velocity like a plane would) turns its light out… almost faster than my eyes can register that its another flash of light, which comes downward to a stand of tall trees next to the house…….
A crackling low-pitched scratchy sounding voice is phonetically making sounds words and says:
“We hurt too… We hurt too Mah, We hurt too”
“I hope when you get home Mah ,You (will) look at bigger picture too”
You are not alone Mah” “I know Mah, I know Mah…”
As he talks I answer him in between his words thanking him.. then said “I promise to walk tall …when I do return home…and I promise I will look at the bigger picture then too, thank you.. thank you.”
he says “Have to go back now”…..
If I hadn’t been looking right at it I would have missed it all:
A LARGE and PERFECTLY ROUND FLAT LIGHT WITH WAVES GOING THROUGH ITS MIDDLE SHOOTS STRAIGHT UP INTO THE PINES, the lights go back on the ship hovering up in the tall stand of pines next to my house and takes off upward at a perfect 45 degree angle gone in less than two seconds.
I haven’t had a visit in years.
I am so grateful.
Just when I thought I was so alone…
I was shown how there isn’t anything that happens here that gets past THEIR radar.
http://www.alienjigsaw.com/milabs-psyops/Leslie-REABs-Not-MILABs-Part-I.html
Hi Nin — I would like to comment on this wonderful paragraph:
You said
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“Most here have been genetically altered for the better by the Powerful Beings of Peace. They interface with them in many ways to start showing (their children of sorts) glimpses of the great possibilities ahead of them. In a galactic community all adults act as parents to teach all children, even if they were or were not the birth parents. They love everyone equally and share in all responsibilities for the better of the whole. The era that humankind has just come into is a “speeding up of the intuitive processes.” All Intergalactic Beings are already very intuitive. Would it not follow suit that they would want to teach, protect, and watch their children fully bloom into their greatest potential? Is it not a truism that when a parent is always doing things for the child, the child never learns to do it on their own fully?”
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In my emerging view, this upliftment by the Powerful Beings of Peace is not only a “betterment” but a RESTORATION toward who and what we REALLY ARE — and that is: A BEING OF PURE LIGHT. Before any of these sojourns of time and space we were BEINGS OF PURE LIGHT.
We did not “fall” into the state we are in now. We purposefuly and willfully took a PLUNGE into this extreme density — but — we did it for a good reason. It was and is on behalf of ALL (yes, I said ALL) beings through out the entire Multiverse. We vectored our human WILL by FULL INTENTION. There are not and never have been ANY “victims” here.
Neither we — nor the highest ascended Masters — even suspected what we encountered — things up until this time totally UNKNOWN — even beyond IMAGINATION
This whole intentional plunge into extreme vibrational density is to RECORD INTO THE UNIVERSAL AKASHA — EVER NUANCE AND EVERY DETAIL OF EVERY BEING WHO IS UNDERGOING THIS FORGETFULNESS — that is — those who took the plunge so long ago.
All is recorded permanently . Nothing is lost. All is safely stored within the freely accessible Akasha.
There . . . in representative locations . . . such as the new Gaia . . . it can be openly and freely accessed by ANY being in the entire Universe who wishes to search for increased healing and understanding of way-clearing for themselves and for others and for all.
Thank you all for your continuing participation in the Greatest Event to ever take place in the known Universes.
And — I asked my mentors, “what does this mean?
They answered:
This long investigation is now OVER FOREVER. It has been far more successful than ANY of us EVER anticipated. What remains now is the resolution, the ever increasing manifestation, the prosperity, the unbridled creativity, the never-ending inquiry into the fundamental nature of things and unbounded joy as humankind on Gaia fully realizes and enthusiastically takes up their deepest responsibility to be the over-lookers, the caregivers, the healers, the guardians, the nurturers, the respecters, the appreciators and the wise stewards of ALL LIFE with whom our biofields intersect.
And when we are aimed in this direction — and when we are aligned with the Universal Purpose — we will create a Galactic Civilization, beginning on Gaia — our solar system — our Milky Way Galaxy — Andromeda — and way way beyond.
Yes — it is a MAJOR operation — not just a local drama.
Well . . . what is it about?
It is about exploring and finding and clearing the path of all obstacles. This process requires HANDS ON learning for every being. This is the great preventor of . . . spoilage. 🙂
namaste,
Roy
Hi Nin — here it is April 27, 2015 and I keep returning to this interchange of communication on these particular segments of writing. Somehow — I am especially drawn to them. 🙂
I feel that there is much more to be discussed for the sake of our mutual understanding but also for the sake of anyone who comes by and injects a comment.
It will only be those who are magnetically attracted to the “undertow” of what this exchange is leading up to who will want to participate in the needed discussion.
I have a hunch that many many people here among us have been subjected to MILAB human rights abuse and in nearly all cases their memories of it have been nearly completely erased.
As time goes on I am discerning more and more how utterly DESPERATE the MIC is about all this no longer being hidden. It keeps them up at nights. They are frantic with terror. And . . . they know that there is NOTHING to stop this from gushing forth and they can NO LONGER put a stop to it.
They can no longer BUY their way out of bad situations because THEY ARE ALREADY COMPLETELY BANKRUPT thanks to the intervention of both ET and human helpers.
For the first time in thousands upon thousands of years — this situation is COMPLETELY OUT OF THEIR CONTROL — and it has them befuddled — perplexed — stressed — and ready to commit total nuclear annihilation of the entire planet and all life (including their own) upon and within her — IF THEY COULD — in order to prevent themselves from falling into the (according to their concept) revengeful brutal hands of those they tortured and abused and used as guinea pigs and then discarded without any human decency at all. You see — they think all other beings are exactly like THEM and live in a completely selfish dog eat dog, me, me, me, Universe. They think THAT is the very nature of the Universe. They are . . . mistaken.
What they don’t know is that WHEN THEY ARE ARRESTED AND REMOVED FROM EVER HAVING ANY INFLUENCE NOR POWER EVER AGAIN . . . instead of being tortured and tormented, they will be provided with an environment and unprecedented opportunity to FIND OUT JUST HOW THE UNIVERSE REALLY DOES WORK.
In their highly limited “tunnel-vision” they ASSUME that we are just as THEY ARE and can hardly wait to carry out brutal revenge upon them. Peace is far from them.
If they could only realize and know that there is a HIGHER PURPOSE in this and that they are playing the very role — a very necessary role — WHICH THEY CHOSE, KNOWING THE RISKS — just as WE did also.
Ultimately, this is NOT an “us” versus “them” conflict.
It is — for both them and for us — a LEARNING process of HOW best to balance out energies to CLEAR the path and make the upward spiral of growth in Life as smooth and efficient and unhindered as possible — for the sake of ALL BEINGS throughout the entire Multiverse who will have access to these records etched forever in the Universal Akasho.
namaste,
Roy
Roy ~ So very true they ARE mistaken. You’ve hit it right on the mark about how they think the Universe is ‘dog-eat-dog’ ITS not… (I apologize for not getting back sooner, it has been hectic with the family health issues I have mentioned before.. procedures, appointments, keeping her off her feet-she can’t walk, etc.) I had panned to write today about a second MILAB that involved my mom, but that may have to wait till tomorrow after Dr appointments etc.
Namaste _/\_ Nin
PS THE PICTURE ABOVE IS OF Artemis, but all one can see is her bust, LOL!
Uh . . . and certainly not the most appealing . . . uh . . . “bust” that I’ve ever seen.
namaste,
Roy
Roy ~
Let me start by answering the “toast” question, YES, I believe you are right we would have been toast already.
This Earth of ours is protected by very powerful Beings that have been forced to go to war in the past (more than a few times) to protect the this diverse beautiful planet from having its resources exploited and its inhabitants ‘enslaved.’
The subject of ‘TOAST” is very complicated. It is not for lack caring or compassion nor lack of love for all Beings nor lack of love for the Earth herself, that The Watchers only seem to intercede now and then when they could do so much more. They met with the leaders of old in ancient times and impressed upon them ideals like (real) Democracy and free clean energy technologies. At least they introduced these things, hoping that mankind would go down the correct Path.They have actually met with the powers that be a few times since the US started nuclear testing in the 40’s. They just didn’t introduce themselves as “Hi, we are The Watchers.” when meeting with the powers that be to ask them to stop making and testing nuclear weapons and in exchange (yes, the Watchers, but under various “nome de guere”) actually did offer to give them clean energy that is “free to all.”
The military rejected their offer because the military refuses to disarm nuclear weapons.
Some have wondered and theorized why these very powerful Beings /Watchers have not been around since ancient times. They have always been here. And will continue to protect. The ones that declared war in Nuremberg (1556)and other aerial wars had announced to The Watchers that they planned to “Take control of all of Earths resources and enslave all of humankind.” The Watchers won each time.
The ones that wanted to take and use up all the Earths resources, enslave humanity, were off-world beings not related at all to the powerful protectors.
IN the last 200 plus years instead of coming through the skies by ship and announcing to Earths Protectors / The Watchers they STILL planned the same “rotten agenda” they infiltrated the Illuminati, the Elite, Royals and those of wealth, controlling their minds, in some cases ‘taking them over’ in others “shifting’ to be able to live next door to the elite, in order to control resources AND enslave humanity. They would have never been able to accomplish this had they taken to the skies yet again. So they chose a much more “covert” operation of infiltration by assimilation knowing that the Watchers would stop them in their tracks as soon as they saw them coming. The Watchers were not asleep as “Sentry.” The ones that infiltrated assimilated into human form and it became more difficult to tell them apart from regular humans… but their greed and lack of compassion “out themselves.”
Complicating things even more is the fact that if someone is always doing things for you and fixing things, one becomes dependent on someone else to always “fix things.” As you see and hear though so many worldwide wonder WHY on Earth don’t They come in and just “fix everything???”
That would be “enabling.” The Watchers know that no Beings anywhere can adopt changes for the better so that this continues for generations, while being “enabled.” It would only be a quick fix, and the bad choices by humans has been a habit so long it would NOT take long before they resorted back to the old behavior.
Complicating things even MORE is the fact that if the Council of 5, The Galactic Federation and The Watchers, (and all other peaceful groups that even the US, Russia, Japan nor China are privy to’) approach was to search out and destroy the “Assimilators,” that the latter would allow the humans to get caught in the crossfire. There was no “collateral damage” in Nuremberg. Collateral damage isn’t in the vocabulary of these Powerful Beings. They don’t want the toast to get burned nor those who eat toast. It is not as cut and dry as some would like to believe.
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Most here have been genetically altered for the better by the Powerful Beings of Peace. They interface with them in many ways to start showing (their children of sorts) glimpses of the great possibilities ahead of them. In a galactic community all adults act as parents to teach all children, even if they were or were not the birth parents. They love everyone equally and share in all responsibilities for the better of the whole. The era that humankind has just come into is a “speeding up of the intuitive processes.” All Intergalactic Beings are already very intuitive. Would it not follow suit that they would want to teach, protect, and watch their children fully bloom into their greatest potential? Is it not a truism that when a parent is always doing things for the child, the child never learns to do it on their own fully?
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As for the genetic work of Other Beings it is a bit separate from the above things mentioned and is an upgrade of an already very intelligent being. What many don’t know is that some (like small greys) don’t even have the number of organs humans have, namely the “endocrine system.” The human body is perfect in many ways, and they would like to be too 🙂 It is SPIRITUALLY that Humankind lacks so much and lags behind the rest of the Universe.
Wow Nin — thank you for sharing your understanding. It is profound and I am learning so much from you and everyone else here.
It is really . . . sparking . . . me. 🙂
I am “suppose” to be outside doing the lawn — but instead I have spent all morning groking, reading and trying to find the right words to share with maximum communication. Oh well . . . 🙂
namaste,
Roy
Nin — could you expound a little on the situation of Nuremburg in 1556?
namaste
The aerial war at Nuremberg, Germany and the aerial war at Basil occurred respectively between two opposing off-world forces. The peaceful group was/is composed of many various sentient beings/groups from various constellations (originally) much like todays Council of 5 (which I believe is a much larger number currently of the ones who keep peace treaty with each other and us) and is very much like the Galactic Federation of today. For simplicity and clarity I will refer to the peaceful ones here as the “Galactic.’ The opposing force during these battles are a specific and pernicious group of reptilians, more commonly referred to as the Draco.
[I would like to start by describing this “specific” Draco/reptilian and their features so anyone reading this can distinguish them] They vary slightly in color, but have a very rough textured skin silvery in color that very specifically emits a light off of the skin: some of the tiny lights (not robotic/android to clarify) along the rises/ridges on their skin has a whitish glow (like lit up dots in single rows) as well as an orange-ish-red-ish colored dots that radiate in an obvious way to the eye and is highly distinguishable from other sentient beings that only look “reptilian.” They are highly aggressive, war mongering. The Draco’ are elitist and they have been referred to as a special sub-group of reptilians (a sort of secretive society) that only certain members can be part of, but the intentions are the same (whether in members of Draco’ or not). The word Draconian would describe them to a “T.” Even though many claim they are ‘highly advanced’ I would argue that the Draco’ have no more advanced technology than any other highly advanced Beings out there, maybe even less than other alien races. I say this because while their technology is “good” they are not very advanced physically (their brains are smaller than most other beings) they deceive, hate for no reason, have no capacity for kindness and basically are a pernicious species as far as the peaceful races throughout the universe are concerned.]
At Nuremberg, Germany just as the sun was rising a call to arms went out to all peaceful races willing to participate against the Draco. The “Ancient Ones” that have been here since before the beginning (I have also referred to them as The Watchers) as well as other races fought against the Draco and won, both at Nuremberg and at Basil, Switzerland. There were other battles with them but they weren’t witnessed by humans to be recorded in art or writing. The sun was rising is notable. The reason is because the sun’ brightness at that hour was used as a weapon of sorts against the Draco: by “positioning” one’ ships at just the right angle, creating lots of refracting light and nearly blinding them as they tried to fire upon the Galactic. It would seem that their technology would prevent glare, but not at that time. That seemingly minor refraction and positioning nearest the sun was actually pivotal in winning the battle. Stranger and less significant things have turned the tide in battles.
Now for the reason for their “wars”: The Draco came out of the blue with no warning announcing they were “going to take control of ALL the worlds resources AND enslave every human.” The Galactic peaceful one’ weren’t about to let them do this, the battles ensued and the Draco lost every time.
IN CURRENT TIMES: There are “insiders” that revealed some time ago that the MIC and Eisenhower had made an agreement with aliens, known as the Greada Treaty (and I may be preaching to the choir here. so I beg your patience) This treaty is in fact True but it ended up more like a deal with the devil. During this same period very “Human looking” alien members of the Galactic Federation also met with Eisenhower and warned him that the aliens that were “orbiting the equator” at that time (read about Project Sigma/ Project Plato…..) were a VERY violent beings from Orion and warned the president not to make a deal with them. This same group had asked that the MIC disarm their nuclear weapons, stop using up the worlds resources (they are finite, not infinite) stop polluting, and learn to live in harmony with one another. The Galactic one’ offered “clean and free energy technology” in exchange for the dismantling of nuclear weapons. Eisenhower rejected the deal. The deal he did make….was with a small group of Grey’ that aligned themselves (at some point) with the Draco. Those Grey’ species are not dying out per se, they are working a hybridization program to their benefit (assimilation) while being a front (representatives of) for the more sinister Draco. This is WHY the US is the worlds leading “consumer” why the crime rate is what it is, why so very much is wrong. The Draco had already learned the hard way that an aerial battle would be lost every time against the Galactic one’. So to remedy this, around the time the Illuminati was started in Europe (239 years ago or so) the Draco very quietly so as to not draw attention to their presence infiltrated and controlled the minds of elite, royals, the wealthiest (so they were already “infiltrating” with no deals made with anyone, since they aligned themselves to the greedy to begin with) and the “crème de la crème” of their evil coup de tat was by manipulating and controlling the minds the worlds mightiest militaries. Everything that most people find wrong, unjust or cruel in this world only makes them smile… that is how distorted (and unenlightened, hence “not advanced” like other races) the draco mind is. This is why peaceful races had tried to warn the US (and other governments) of the numerous ships orbiting the equator in 1953: historically, and in modern times they already knew how the Draco operate.
Namaste _/\_ Nin
Hello Nin,
So . . . the ETs told you early on that you were “one of them.” And — in order to not scare you, they downstepped into a form (probably lifted from your own consciousness) which was entirely benevolent to a young child and probably did seem strange but not ominously strange as it would to an older person? Well . . . maybe a little ominous . . . heavy anyway.
What do you think about it being impressed upon you that your are “one of them?” What do you think this life is for you — a mission perhaps — that is unfolding on a “need to know” basis?
Or — do you already have a pretty good idea of what it is and how to carry it out?
I have to inject this thought.
If beings from elsewhere have the ability to present themselves in such a way — that is an acceptable and benevolent downstepped form for the sake of communication and interface with you — probably for a specific and important purpose — then they MUST be of good intention — otherwise — we are ALL already toast, eh?
And if you (or I) are “one of them” exactly what does that mean?
Does it mean that we are originally of their particular race — or that we have functioned in successful and coordinated fluid group dynamics before?
And . . . if we have . . . then . . . at some deep level we understand this and can grok it and re-activate it easily, eh? Or maybe — when the time is ripe?
I guess what I am getting to is a question that has been (and is) burning within me — and others here too apparently — and that is: what does all this interface and communication and intervention mean?
What does it all add up to . . . and WHY?
We know that it is more than the genetic engineering program because some of us know that we were/are NOT involved in that particular aspect — and yet . . . we find ourselves telepathically interfacing . . . and some of us even totally comfortable about it.
Probably every person has a different piece of this Grand Puzzle.
It is really not a matter of being “correct” or “incorrect” at this point.
What I am interested in is understanding how individual experiencers — each from their own experience and point-of-view, of course — would answer that question.
And — what do you think about it? 🙂
Peace to you dear Nin . . . and . . .
namaste,
Roy
Greetings,Roy! You have put an incredible amount of thought into the meaning of these experiences! I am still working my way through your writings, and still much of it goes over my head. I understand and greatly appreciate what you and others have been trying to communicate–that FEAR of these beings serves no good purpose. But I am still unwilling to embrace the point that THEY are US. And I am unwilling to think of my body as a vessel for use by another intelligence (or intelligences).
I agree wholeheartedly that a Hollywood-type “invasion” of earth is not going to happen. If these beings were going to do that, they would have done it long before now. Yet, I’m unconvinced that they (at least not all of them) are interacting with us humans for our benefit, either. I think your concept of Downstepping is intriguing, Roy. Yet there must be more direct ways to help humanity and/or heal this earth without contacting individuals to spread the word of their existence, or conducting endless genetic experiments, or giving warnings of a coming apocalypse. I think they could intercede more directly if they wished to. So perhaps their intent is not directly to benefit humans, but only for their own benefit. They (or at least some of them) could be entirely unconcerned about humanity. Perhaps I have missed some important pieces of information, but I continue to be cautiously guarded towards these entities and their intentions.
I wholeheartedly agree with many of the people on this site that MUCH needs to be done to heal our planet–we have been very poor stewards indeed! And, like Kim, I believe that the effort of one person reaching out to others in kindness and compassion can touch many lives for the better.
Hello Synchvida — perhaps I should better explain what I mean by “THEY are US.”
First — after a few years of meditation and contemplation and connecting the dots of ancient teachings, trying to discern connections, looking at the overall Big Picture (to the best of my highly limited knowledge and perspective) I have come to believe that all-that-is comes from only ONE single Primary Source. I find that many others (whom I deeply respect) fully agree with this.
That is — ONE consciousness — or — ONE MIND.
This ONE MIND is in no way limited but each and every individual shard, aspect, angle, point-of-view or vantage point looking out upon the Great Creation IS limited. Even though they may be beings of FULL CONSCIOUSNESS (which is what we were) because even though they ALL emerge from the very same SOURCE — each one of them only sees things through limited eyes being not only the Collective ONE Mind but an individual as well — which means . . . some degree of limitation.
WE — all human beings here on earth — have (in my limited opinion) VOLUNTARILY undergone (and I stress the word voluntarily even though it was a long long long time ago) a severe limitation — or “dumbing down” of our consciousness. WE ARE NOT VICTIMS. We volunteered for this for a very specific and altruistic reason. We had NO IDEA how difficult it would be. I explain all this from my perspective here:
https://universalintention.wordpress.com/
Back to how incredibly DIFFICULT this investigation has been.
Because of this “Dumbing Down” we have become subject to very low vibrations. What we might call the “lower astral realm.” Therefore we are subject to and often encounter more consciously disconnected spirits that have been called “demons,” “Jinns,” or “ETs with evil intentions toward earth humanity.”
There is a Cosmic Law operating in the Universe.
It is simply that any conscious being GETS whatever they call upon.
For example: when our government realized that ETs existed, they longed to get advanced tech in order to create SUPER-WEAPONS and wield POWER and CONTROL over their fellow beings.
This is a typical and ancient Military mind-set.
So . . . what did they get? What they called upon. Liars and deceivers and exploiters JUST LIKE THEMSELVES. You get whatever you CALL upon. If you do not like what you get — that is a signal that you need to consciously take control of your own Thoughts and adjust them into more uplifting patterns.
No . . . I’m not blaming the “victims.” We are ALL here to learn BY EXPERIENCE and ALL of us have not even entered Kindergarten yet. We are still infants but are about to move up several grades ALL AT ONCE.
That is the meaning of this Shift of the Ages which we are already experiencing.
Now . . . whenever you are emersed IN FEAR — the FEAR itself makes you imagine things — even worse FEAR SCENARIOS. This is also putting out a CALL for matching energies. Your fearful mind has ALREADY started the process. That is why the evil and exploitative beings USE fear to enslave terrified human beings.
Once we catch onto this — we are headed toward LIBERATION from this present Tyranny.
FEAR is a closed loop cycle.
However — whenever out of the depths of your heart you call upon PEACE, LOVE, COURAGE, FLOUISHING and UPLIFTMENT FOR ALL. In that case . . . THAT is what you get because just by focusing there you have ALREADY started the manifestation process and your vibrations (which are of a considerably higher frequency than those of FEAR, TERROR, REVENGE, US AND THEM etc.) contact and pull in MORE of the higher vibrational energies.
So . . . when I say “THEY are US” I mean whatever “they” we experience is what we genuinely CALLED UPON out of the depths of our (at this point very prone to at least a tinge of fear) being.
ALL things are possible within this Multiverse/Omniverse
That is why it is so necessary for us to understand the POWER of our own thoughts and mind — which is always connected with the ONE UNIVERSAL MIND whether we know it or not. After all — there IS ONLY ONE MIND IN THIS UNIVERSE when we can recognize that fact. (My perspective) 🙂
And this implies that we should tame our “wild” minds (as the Buddhists call it.) This is the purpose of meditation and affirmations of Truth and prayer. It gives fruitful activity to the mind instead of the default “whaddabout this and whaddabout that??” — and it manifests in fruitful actions instead of those constant disasters.
It works. 🙂
The Zen Master turned to his new students and looked upon them for a long time — then he said,
“Now . . . you are ALL already PERFECT — but — you could ALL use some improvement.” 🙂
namaste,
Roy
Synchvida ~
Thank you for sharing this for a few different reasons which includes the fact there are elements that are very similar to many person’ first experiences. Even when we don’t have the physical evidence of their visits it does not mean that the experience isn’t as real as yourself, the furniture around you and the air we all breathe. One main theme with children / even infants (as I have experienced too) and seems to be a very common theme in terms of earliest visits is that they come in a form that won’t scare us right off the bat: a clown, a cartoon but something that a child perceives as fun, friendly and not scary. This does not imply that experiencers are naïve by any stretch of the imagination, nor does it mean that the Being involved must be malevolent because they hide their true looks, which as some have perceived wrongly that they must be hiding their “agenda” therefore are not peaceful, as some have written / spoken to the public about.
They do this so that children / infants won’t be frightened and will be more open to future visits.
A good rule of thumb, though not expert opinion as I feel no one has any sets of laws and all the knowledge there is to understanding their visits, is: if the experience feels for the most part positive, then they are more than likely (albeit not set in stone) peaceful AND if they experience feels negative, a negativity from the Being, fear, sadness, hate or these type of emotions come over us from the experience, chances are that the Being is negative or may have an agenda that isn’t good. In the cases of the most violent Beings (namely reptilian of which there are 5 different types KNOWN types but one of those IS THE most violent and powerful aka “Draco” line of reptilians, also the “Indugutk” aka Tall Whites, also the “Maitre” aka Tall Greys specifically) out there that DO NOT TRY to hide behind “niceties” to convince us they are “good” the specific ones mentioned (above) will NEVER pretend to be something other than what we have sensed and experienced them to be. As for the family they will look at these things a couple different ways: If they have never had any similar experience they have nothing to gauge your experience with and even when parents or family have had experiences, they may perceive the same experience you had together as different than your own, they may have just had an altogether different experience with which to gauge by and lastly they as parents / family may want to protect the possibility of the child perceiving the experience as negative or something to fear and say it was only a dream. Some of these reactions has been MY experience, so I can truly understand how that makes one feel about having physical evidence so I know how frustrating that feels. Again, I am so glad you so glad you shared that… my earliest visit was when I was still in diapers and three of them came to tell me they were protecting me because I was one of them and came in the form of a clown of sorts (but NOT your traditional clown) a woman in a dress from the 50’s looking more like Betty Crocker and a cartoon character that was a large duck. I know how that sounds, kooky. But even when it happened, they had taken me to field with some trees, sunlight warm breeze.. and believe what you want, as they talked and I listened, I detected that they were only “coverings”… and wanting to see more, curious more than anything, I would move to see “the backs of them” and they kept moving , turning, so I couldn’t. Detecting this even at that tiny age, I rolled once to my right and caught a glimpse of the backs of two of them, not looking at ALL like the fronts of them. I knew in time they meant no harm by tis…and as the years have gone by & I have had more visits, they have eventually shown themselves in their true form…..when I was ready for that. This eventually computed to me as beings that really care about their impact on me and on others.
Namaste _/\_ Nin
Thanks, Nin, for your very insightful reply! It might be that this was indeed a benevolent being. If I am an experiencer, I have very little recall. You, and others here, have excellent recall of events. Do you think this could be a result of different “agendas” on the part of the beings? Or have you considered the idea of some sort of “hierarchy” of experiencers?
Synchvida ~
I don’t think it is a hierarchy of experiencers, I think its memory. Keep in mind right after the events, I would have some memory of it, or no memory for a very long time… then (apparently when we are ready) we remember more details. Some go through hypnosis therapy, although I have never had any yet. My fuller memory of the experiences didn’t come back till DECADES later. Though I was introduced to meditation and yoga at age 14 (I am now 56) I didn’t practice meditation everyday till 4 years ago. THAT’S when my memory of many things came back to me. Meditation helps in memory retention, recall and is so good for the overall health of a person, it should be mandatory in school and at work ~ !
Namaste _/\_
Synch — I too agree with Nin’s POV on this. It is MEMORY. Specifically it is our RECOVERY of deep-seated memories which are usually — but not always — out of the reach of our conscious awareness.
I do not think there is any such thing as a “Hierarchy of Experiencers.” EVERYONE’S experience is equally important to the solving of this puzzle. It does not matter if a person is any kind of respected “guru” or if they are popular and/or well-known or if they had ONLY ONE insight while seeing a UFO from miles away and are not even sure if they believe what they saw.
ALL of us have SOME indispensable piece of this jigsaw of conscious awareness.
namaste,
Roy
While reading your story Nin I felt a real sadness and got abit teary. For a child is so very precious. I find comfort here at Stellarpax. I would not write my story on facebook no. I already get humiliated by some family members when I speak of ET or the Sky Riders. So I chose to study the phenomenon alone. Although my family love and care about me. It is great to feel free to express self here. Thank you for sharing your experience. Peace
TY~ ! Lucille that is very kind of you. Every child is precious… I thought for many years that I was singled out somehow till I started to read about so many others who have gone through similar experiences regarding the intelligence / military Cabal that enforces the Truth Embargo at any cost. The price that the innocent have paid for being “abducted” in the first place is not worth a handful (25 maybe worldwide) that financially benefit from reverse technology. I know that off-world beings WANT humanity to have technology that would make our environment safer, our healthcare better and so much more. It is not because THEY don’ want us to flourish be happy healthy and live peacefully with everyone… Beings HAVE given technology and the Truth Embargo Money Mongering Cabal that has taken that technology and kept it for themselves. Those Souls that have actually been abducted y off-world Bings have enough to go through understanding THAT experience, than to have intelligence and military branches torment them more… all for the sake of money.
I still get teary at what happened too now and then. By coming forward with the truth it is EMPOWERING to me.
I hope one day that my story helps EMPOWER OTHERS to come forward and not be intimidated into silence.
Hugs to all, Namaste _/\_
I am very glad you are taking care of your emotional and spiritual well-being, Nin. And I think, in general, these memories come to us when we are ready to face them.
I DO have a detailed journal. Like Kim, I began to compile a chronological list of odd events, memories, and happenings to my family and me.
The “Easter Bunny” is just a peculiar memory that stuck with me for all these years. I remember looking up at this tall person in my room and wondering who he was and why he was there. I wonder if he was a screen image, because he looked like an adult in a costume (blue denim overalls), but something about the bunny face was not quite right. He turned around to let me put my hand in his back pocket and I pulled out some jelly beans, one of which I dropped. I heard it hit the wooden floor and roll a bit. Can’t remember anything else that happened. In the morning, my family told me I’d been dreaming, and to prove that he was there, I went to my room to get that jelly bean and show them. But I was really frustrated when I couldn’t find it…
Synchvida…
I saw that your first experience was when you were 5. I was 5 when I had my first contact too~! have you written about it? care to share your thoughts on it with me?
Namaste _/\_ Nin
TY~ Synchvida, truth be known I am my support system. I have family all around me, even if the subject of “aliens” scares them and they refuse to discuss it. I have to look at them with compassion that they are afraid. Please don’t let my words of how things happened years ago be a mirror to My Heart currently. I am much at peace. Because one has gone through such things does not equate “alone” or “fragile”, everyone is different… and REMEMBER SYNCH that’s why we came to a “safe-haven” like Stellarpax, to share actual experiences, support others with compassion, and be supported.
Some can never imagine a world that does the things to children, as I described in my experience. And some KNOW THE TRUTH.
My Contact with off-world Beings is like walking with Buddha…
My unwanted attention from government I cannot help nor can I help THEIR poor decisions, greed and jealousy.
Multiply, my case times the millions more worldwide who have been questioned and harmed by a government hungry to reverse engineer ET tech = I AM FAR FROM ALONE.
Namaste _/\_
My word you’ve been through a lot, Nin! These memories that you’ve been sharing are just pouring forth with raw emotion! My question for you: do you have a good support system at home–someone or a group that you can rely on for help if more memories come back?
Addendum to paragraph 10:
One really important element I forgot to write from original notes…
**** When I get determined enough to run up to (and back away from as quickly as I can) to get close to the “fake spaceman’ visor and saw he was human, not alien… as quickly as this occurs….. in my mind I hear in my head a talking really fast, “GOOD… GOOD…. DONT GIVE IN… THEY LIE AND hurt PEOPLE…… GOOD… GOOD, KEEP YELLING BE STRONG.” I purposely wrote “hurt” in lower case, to emphasize the sound of this voice while encouraging me, warning me. As I hear this (encouragement) the word “hurt” was softer almost inaudible as if who says this doesn’t want me to be more scared than I already am but needs me to understand it’s a warning.****
**** A note of sorts on writing clarity: while I ended with “nothing seems to get past their radar” (meaning off-world beings who care)
when the voice ‘encouraged me to scream louder and not give in…” that was really the indicating factor that nothing gets past “their radar.”
**** It too should be noted that while all the communication from off-world Beings throughout many years, has been telepathic and not ‘vocalized’ out loud, it also needs to be emphasized that the “incident” of a small craft lighting up the pines (night before last,) was the very first time EVER that 1) a Being spoke out loud (audible but nearly indecipherable crackling low-pitched voice) WHILE 2) a craft maneuvering in front of me slower than an airplane, then hovering but wobbling slightly, then lights off with the associated circular / round “flat” light zipping back up at the same spot the hovering object was seen last through the trees at, only a couple hundred yards away with ABSOLUTELY NO SOUND then speeding off at thousands of mph (since its leave from the sky at 45 degree angle upward took only two seconds) again emphasis on WITH ABSOLUTELY NO SOUND…… has NEVER happened to me before. I have seen lights go down and come up quickly from objects that can’t be explained by conventional means with all factors included (no sound, size, speed, wobble in hover, etcetera) I have NEVER experienced one communicating out loud (strained and nearly indecipherable words) simultaneously to highly advanced craft maneuvering of this sort.
NAMASTE _/\_ Nin